Guilt

Do you know how guilty it makes you feel when you neglect to post because you know you'll fall asleep? I even dreamt about it.

This sleepy thing is getting ridiculous. I even had a quick power nap in between getting into bed and turning my light off. Literally, I was so tired I couldn't muster the energy or keep my eyes open long enough to flip a switch. It's like clockwork, I'm fine until about quarter to 12, and then boom, collapse where I stand and asleep by quarter past. Then I wake up at 3, and then again and again until I'm fully awake by 7. Not that I get up at that point unless I have to. I'm too stubborn for that.

It's got to be the steroids, right? Maybe I'll have to check the leaflet again. I just wish it was helping my ear thing more. All it's doing at the moment is quite literally leaving a bad taste in the back of my mouth.

Druggie

So I'm in steroids now.

Nearly two years ago, I started getting this weird water in the ear sensation. It got worse and worse until I couldn't really go go out without it happening. I can't really describe it other than being very aware of the sound of your own body, from breathing to speaking, and it's very disorientating.

About 6 months ago, I spoke to a doctor about it but she couldn't see anything wrong. The other week I got another doctor, who prescribed me a nasal spray thing.

The point of this post is that I was thinking it had started to work. Normally it hits when im outside, but I spent the whole weekend in a park and nothing. But then I really ha d a bad case today.

Super sad face