Showing posts with label never had a valentines day before. Show all posts
Showing posts with label never had a valentines day before. Show all posts

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Lemon

It's Valentines day tomorrow.

I've never had a Valentines day before ... well, not one where I'm seeing a boy at any rate. Not that it makes any difference.

To be honest, as much as all the fuss is kind of annoying anyway, and always has been, I just can't help thinking in the shadowy but girly corner of my mind that likes things like chick flicks, that flowers, chocolates and being spoiled rotten would be kind of nice. Not that I'm not looking forward to what we do have planned, its just that its the same as every night. Pizza, DVD's and ... um ... other stuff.

I was just doing my normal pre-seeing-him beauty routine, and in amongst the feeling clean and fresh and happy, I also felt the usual annoyance that guys don't have to go through any of this. Shaving, make up, styling, sexy underwear ... none of it is easy, quick, or particularly comfortable. They don't have to shave or put on make up, and their underwear is ridiculously comfortable. It's not fair.

Urgh why am I so bitter?

Friday, 11 January 2013

A Few Disappointments

Yes, I know ... so much for the whole posting before midnight thing.

Today was OK, half of my research pack seemed to go well, but asking her to design her own costume not so much, which kind of sucked seeing as the rest of what I had planned was pretty dependent on that task. Still, we worked around it and still managed to make something, so all worked out in the end. Then I waited for my next student, which was going to be a start-from-scratch session, only she never turned up. I'm not sure if she rang in and no one told me, but I sat in a room waiting for 2 hours, doodling and wishing my 3G was stronger. I wasn't complaining though, that was £50 in my pocket.

This afternoon, we planned for me to head down to London on Monday night. This evening, he had to cancel because he had work come in. It was only going to be until Tuesday night anyway, but a night and a day was better than nothing until at least next month.

Next month.

I can't help but think how this whole thing would be a lot easier if our lives were more in sync.

Or, if human teleportation was thing.