Past it

I remember being somewhere between 18 and 21, going to a bar on a Friday or Saturday night, and feeling ancient. 10 years later, not much has changed, I still feel just as old and out of place. 

I hate ‘going out’, especially with people who aren’t my friends. I just cannot be bothered with the noisy locations, the forced polite conversation and the awkward sitting around not making polite conversation because the music is too loud. 

I’d much rather be at home instead.