I just don't want to be awake anymore. I know that sounds overly dramatic, and that's totally not what I mean, but I can't think of another way to describe it. I'm not even tired, but I want to be asleep just to not have to be awake for a bit.
Am I stressed? Yes, probably. I have an iniment fitting for a bride, her mother and her bridesmaid. I also have a gazillion costumes to sort and return ASAP before my credit card charges me for them. And that's not even mentioning the big job right now. I'm considering my days off to be the days I go to school, which I guess means I don't really have any down time, but then again I'm not working past 6, so I have my evenings. Not that I don't feel constantly guilty about not working at night.
I also need to really get back into ebaying everything I don't absolutely need. So that's another thing I should be doing.
Money is a pain in the arse. Wish I could go back to 15 year old me and give her the dream of being something easy, rather than this.
This wasn't meant to be such a complain-y post. I only started writing it because it suddenly occurred to me how out of character I have been over the past few days by going to bed so early.
