I have three full days left in which to write 10 000 words.
This time last year, I had 11 300 words left, a massive 7 500 of which I wrote on the last day.
This year, I'm very much hoping to be finished in good time on the 30th, because the last thing you want if a boy comes to visit is to still have a sizable chunk of NaNoWriMo left to complete.
The problem is that I have hit my 30k slump 10 000 words too late, and even though I'm so close to the end, I am finding it so hard to be inspired to write. It's even worse when this is the ending to a story I have been writing for 4 years. It's been in my head for so long that it should be almost effortless to put into words, and yet, I find myself sitting down to write and hours passing by with only a few new words on the page.
Even worse is how, in reality, my three full days are really only one and a half. Tomorrow, I'm sending off friend who is going on a working holiday, so that;s one day out, and I need to be finished ASAP on Friday.
I'm not without a plan though. I'm going to wake up early tomorrow to write before I go out. I'm going to write when I get home and not sleep until I have hit 43k. I'm going to spend all day on Thursday writing and not go to bed until I have reached 48k. That leaves 2k for Friday morning and to finish the story.
Loosing NaNo is not an option.
Wednesday 28 November 2012
Friday 23 November 2012
PERFECT DIET
I have found the perfect diet and I just HAD to share it with you. I've lost kilograms in just days and all it took was excruciating pain!
Its called the WISDOM TOOTH DIET, and this is my third time doing it. I'm now the lightest I have been in years!
So, here's how it works. First, you need to be in your late teens to mid 20's. You simply allow your wisdom teeth to grind against your normal teeth, causing intense pain that painkillers don't help. When you can't even drink without being in severe discomfort, you know you're on the right track! Secondly, you don't eat because you physically can't, and next thing you know, the weight will have just dropped off!
I started this diet in August, repeated in September, and am doing it again right now.
You can't fail on this diet because you actually can't open your mouth wide enough to put food in it. Even if you could, pain doesn't taste very good, so you're guaranteed success!
A fool proof way to loose weight quickly and easily is what every girl wants. I found a way, you can too. Try the wisdom teeth diet now.
Its called the WISDOM TOOTH DIET, and this is my third time doing it. I'm now the lightest I have been in years!
So, here's how it works. First, you need to be in your late teens to mid 20's. You simply allow your wisdom teeth to grind against your normal teeth, causing intense pain that painkillers don't help. When you can't even drink without being in severe discomfort, you know you're on the right track! Secondly, you don't eat because you physically can't, and next thing you know, the weight will have just dropped off!
I started this diet in August, repeated in September, and am doing it again right now.
You can't fail on this diet because you actually can't open your mouth wide enough to put food in it. Even if you could, pain doesn't taste very good, so you're guaranteed success!
A fool proof way to loose weight quickly and easily is what every girl wants. I found a way, you can too. Try the wisdom teeth diet now.
Monday 12 November 2012
NaBoWoDraK-Po
So it's not been easy getting back into this blogging thing, especially now its November and I'm pretty sure that I should be donating every letter that spills from my fingers on to keyboard to NaNoWriMo. I convinced my aunt to do it this year and she is absolutely annihilating me ... I've been doing quite well as well! On track and everything. I don't think I've ever been on track.
We'll just gloss over the fact that next week I'll be having 5 days off and need to get ahead.
So what else to tell you? Just talked to the boy on Skype. Its been a week and a half since I last saw him in person. That doesn't sound that long. In reality it seems like an age. I'm heading back down on Friday, or it might end up being really early Saturday, as he found out that he has to work Friday night. That sucks. He had a whole evening date planned, apparently. I like him. A lot. The other day he sent me a text that just said '6 days'. I think he likes me too.
Finally started moving in to my work room - only took 4 months! I'm glad, I was worrying that I would have to go back to my Gran's, and I'm not sure I could handle that any more. Next step is to buy a blind and maybe a rug of some sort and figure out every thing's place. Then start listing up and selling the mass of stuff we have waiting for eBay. My sister had a sort out too, and she's going to bring me her unwanted things to sell as well. I'd feel bad for pocketing the money for her stuff, but I think most of it will be mine anyway. I also have a meeting about going back to teaching and a job interview as a D&T technician, so I may be very busy pretty soon. I may also be turned away from both of them and therefore have nothing to do.
I haven't mentioned Asian drama in a while! I was supposed to be starting on Love Rain, but when I checked the charts, a Japanese series called Rich Man, Poor Woman had jumped a place, so I had to start watching that one instead. It's OK so far. Its pretty stereotypical and its not really blowing me away, but its good enough to keep me watching. We'll see I guess.
OH and Leeteuk, SuJu's leader, has now enlisted in the army. Sad face.
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We'll just gloss over the fact that next week I'll be having 5 days off and need to get ahead.
So what else to tell you? Just talked to the boy on Skype. Its been a week and a half since I last saw him in person. That doesn't sound that long. In reality it seems like an age. I'm heading back down on Friday, or it might end up being really early Saturday, as he found out that he has to work Friday night. That sucks. He had a whole evening date planned, apparently. I like him. A lot. The other day he sent me a text that just said '6 days'. I think he likes me too.
Finally started moving in to my work room - only took 4 months! I'm glad, I was worrying that I would have to go back to my Gran's, and I'm not sure I could handle that any more. Next step is to buy a blind and maybe a rug of some sort and figure out every thing's place. Then start listing up and selling the mass of stuff we have waiting for eBay. My sister had a sort out too, and she's going to bring me her unwanted things to sell as well. I'd feel bad for pocketing the money for her stuff, but I think most of it will be mine anyway. I also have a meeting about going back to teaching and a job interview as a D&T technician, so I may be very busy pretty soon. I may also be turned away from both of them and therefore have nothing to do.
I haven't mentioned Asian drama in a while! I was supposed to be starting on Love Rain, but when I checked the charts, a Japanese series called Rich Man, Poor Woman had jumped a place, so I had to start watching that one instead. It's OK so far. Its pretty stereotypical and its not really blowing me away, but its good enough to keep me watching. We'll see I guess.
OH and Leeteuk, SuJu's leader, has now enlisted in the army. Sad face.
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Monday 5 November 2012
Max Step
SM Entertainment made a new group.
EunHyuk from Super Junior.
Henry from Super Junior M.
TaeMin from SHINee.
Kai from EXO.
LuHan from EXO.
HyoYeon from SNSD.
So basically, my favourite members from my favourite bands*.
You can tell they are the dancers from their groups.
Not wholly sure on the song, or on Henry's styling. He's too cute too look like such a pimp. and I don't know if its just because of Kai and Luhan, but TaeMin doesn't look as young as he usually does.
Also, Younique?? See what you did there, SM.
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*Yes, any member of Super Junior could be in this group and I'd still claim that they were my favourite.
EunHyuk from Super Junior.
Henry from Super Junior M.
TaeMin from SHINee.
Kai from EXO.
LuHan from EXO.
HyoYeon from SNSD.
So basically, my favourite members from my favourite bands*.
You can tell they are the dancers from their groups.
Not wholly sure on the song, or on Henry's styling. He's too cute too look like such a pimp. and I don't know if its just because of Kai and Luhan, but TaeMin doesn't look as young as he usually does.
Also, Younique?? See what you did there, SM.
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*Yes, any member of Super Junior could be in this group and I'd still claim that they were my favourite.
Sunday 4 November 2012
Personal crisis take 2
I am so sick of having to apologise for the simple mistake of being myself.
I know I'm mean. I make a conscious effort to change that, yet I still get attacked for it. Sure, that effort isn't as high a priority as it has been in the past, mostly because I got over my little personality crisis of a few months ago, but maybe I shouldn't have let myself get lax. I want to be a nicer person. I don't want the people I care about to tell me they don't like an aspect of my personality. It's a little detrimental to my sanity.
Along with changing my mean side, means that I need to change my sense of humour, and along with that, I have to change my reflexes. If someone tells me something, my instant reflex is to suggest something. A friend tells me she is bored at work, I tell her to do something to make it less boring. I don't expect people to do what I say, in fact, I expect them to completely ignore me. In fact, every sentence that leaves my mouth, I expect 80% to be ignored. That doesn't mean that I'm trying to fix anything. It doesn't even mean that I'm being serious. It means that I can't help but say the first thing that comes in to my mind.
Maybe this all boils down to letting someone get to close.
I hate hating myself. I hate feeling shit just because I am who I am. I hate that I feel guilty for just relaxing enough to be me.
Most of all, I hate that someone has the ability to make me cry like this just because I was trying to show interest and support.
I know that this is silly, but I needed to vent.
Ignore it.
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I know I'm mean. I make a conscious effort to change that, yet I still get attacked for it. Sure, that effort isn't as high a priority as it has been in the past, mostly because I got over my little personality crisis of a few months ago, but maybe I shouldn't have let myself get lax. I want to be a nicer person. I don't want the people I care about to tell me they don't like an aspect of my personality. It's a little detrimental to my sanity.
Along with changing my mean side, means that I need to change my sense of humour, and along with that, I have to change my reflexes. If someone tells me something, my instant reflex is to suggest something. A friend tells me she is bored at work, I tell her to do something to make it less boring. I don't expect people to do what I say, in fact, I expect them to completely ignore me. In fact, every sentence that leaves my mouth, I expect 80% to be ignored. That doesn't mean that I'm trying to fix anything. It doesn't even mean that I'm being serious. It means that I can't help but say the first thing that comes in to my mind.
Maybe this all boils down to letting someone get to close.
I hate hating myself. I hate feeling shit just because I am who I am. I hate that I feel guilty for just relaxing enough to be me.
Most of all, I hate that someone has the ability to make me cry like this just because I was trying to show interest and support.
I know that this is silly, but I needed to vent.
Ignore it.
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Friday 2 November 2012
Block BAP
It's November. You know what that means, right??
NaNoWriMo.
I just wrote 1000 words in 50 mins, so I figure it's about time for a wee blogging break before lunch and Neighbours.
Block B released a new music video a few weeks ago. I'm a little obsessed with it.
BAP are also back and have returned to living up to their band name (Blond Asian People). Not so obsessed with this song. It just seems to lack all the attitude and awesomeness of Warrior, Power and No Mercy. Still a cool video and song though, and I'm glad they are blond again.
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NaNoWriMo.
I just wrote 1000 words in 50 mins, so I figure it's about time for a wee blogging break before lunch and Neighbours.
Block B released a new music video a few weeks ago. I'm a little obsessed with it.
BAP are also back and have returned to living up to their band name (Blond Asian People). Not so obsessed with this song. It just seems to lack all the attitude and awesomeness of Warrior, Power and No Mercy. Still a cool video and song though, and I'm glad they are blond again.
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